Home! And missing people T.T

I'm home! But it sucks =.= I love Kuching and all but it sucks having to leave my friends =.=
I'll tell you what sucks about living in hostels.
Day in day out you go around with a bunch of friends and you meet some people almost everyday for about 3 months. Then you come home for holidays. It's just...i dunno..kinda sad i guess. I mean, 3 months is a really short time and i was just starting to have a good time. I mean, yea i have my STAB moments but it's really fun. And just when you're adjusting to it, you have to go home.
And then after a few weeks of holidays, just when you start to feel comfy at home, being spoiled and all, you have to leave again =.= That's how my life is anyway, for the past 3 years.
Like now, i'm happy to see my family and friends again but i miss my uni friends already =.= And my roomie T.T No one to fangirl with me here T.T
And next sem is my last..I'm sure that i will bawl my eyes out when i leave T.T
Anyway, on a totally different story, this morning, in celebration of our last morning for this semester, 2 of my close friends and i, we went for dim sum. Dim sum is yum =D i can have like 10 siew mai...Good stuff, siew mai xD
Wokey, imma head to bed xD looking forward to tomorrow ^^ fun day out..whee!

A simple post in the middle of the night

I've nothing much to say really, given the uneventfulness of my life recently, and my english had DEFINITELY deteriorated so don't be surprised if you see errors here and there that you didn't think Yen would make. Oh yes i make'em now =.=
You know those kinds of thoughts that just kinda run through your mind sometimes? Like, you'll be looking at something and suddenly, a question like "why did they make it that way?" will pop up. Or you'll be wondering why most people behave in a certain way. Cos to you, some behaviours just don't make sense, considering you're you and you don't know how other people think. Ok maybe not everyone have moments like these but i do.Sue me if you think i'm weird.RAWR! =.=
So like, i have this sort of thoughts recently and i realised, i think about a lot of unnecessary things. You know, the "What If" sort of questions. I daydream a lot. Like now, i'm supposed to be studying literature, Victor Hugo and all but i can't set my mind on it. Something's bugging me but i don't know what =.=
Speaking of Victor Hugo, i saw Les Miserables =D Good movie it was although kinda long =.= It's about this guy called Jean Valjean who was like this ex-convict and steals but a pastor made him 'see the way' and he became a respectable man. But this police inspector who was like, the in-charge person when Valjean was in prison kept tracking him down throughout the years, trying to put him back in prison. And Valjean escapes everytime with Cosette, his adopted daughter. Cosette was actually the illegitimate daughter of a woman Valjean helped when he became a mayor of the town.
Huh..sounds like i didn't have to study literature after all xD
Anyway, recently, OMG i can't stop myself from reaching out to my laptop mouse and searching for that folder labelled "NEWS" in my laptop T.T I'm so freaking addicted. I listen to their songs everyday, even when i study (the previous 'studying songs' were by Enya xD), i watch their videos and i have them as my wallpaper =.= And oh!my ringtone is a NEWS song too =D What a name, NEWS =.= it's freaking hard to look them up on the net cos you can't just type "news" alone cos stuff like CNN will pop up




Good album this was...all of the songs are nice..I was addicted to this particular song for like 2 days when i decided to go and search for the lyrics' translation. As it turns out, it was a song about a guy who trying to look at the girlfriend's breasts. Basically being a perv =.= But it was a catchy song really =D
Oh yeah, i saw something recently, that like, really shook me. I was at this snooker centre with my friends last week, playing pool (I suck big time in snooker). So like, next to us was a snooker table. And i saw 3 boys who could have not age more than 12 walked towards the table and started playing. But then i got distracted cos it was my turn on the pool table. When it turned to them again, i saw that they were smoking. Not that i've anything against smokers but seriously? Kids at that age?Smoking and swearing?What is happening to the world? =.=
Huh...so much for "I've nothing much to say" =.=
Can't help it xDDD Off to bed!

Update

Nothing much has happened recently. I'm turning into a geek, spending my days in my room in front of my laptop doing assignments EVERY SINGLE DAY. I MEAN IT. Life had been so uneventful T.T Finals is in 2 weeks and i'm still assignmenting. WTF. I'm sooo failing =.=

I finished off most of my assignments, luckily. Kinda have a bit more time to take a breather now. But i know i still have a lot of things to worry about T.T Like the finals and such =.=

One thing i learn from doing group assignments, people like to take other people for granted. I HATE being taken for granted. So i've done something in the past doesn't mean i'm always in charge of it. I've this foreigner classmate and people will always go like "Yen Hung tell momo this..Yen Hung tell momo that"

WTF.They all have mouths don't they?And when asked, they say i communicate better with him cos i have good english.Uh huh..So my coursemate who has Band 6 in MUET must communicate AMAZINGLY WELL with him...So people can never do things themselves as they count a lot on other ppl. Asking them to do some things can mean taking their lives out of them or something. And then when you ask them why can't you do it, they come up silly excuses and actually expect you to believe it. And that's why you see adults who fail. Cos they never learn how to do things. They only depend on people. What losers.

This leads me to the next type of person. People who has no opinion and they depend on other people to make decisions cos they don't wanna take the blame. And they don't have the courage to do something just cos "everyone else is not doing it" Seriously WTF!!!When people ask you to do something, LEARN damn it!I hate stupid people. I know sometimes it's not their fault. They're just...well..born that way. But those who i KNOW who can actually learn but don't want to, it really really pisses me off =.= Sometimes, when i look at these people, i just think, these are the people who's gonna be making part of the society in the future. And with that attitude, i really don't see a good future.

And then they're those people who can never get out of their shells as they're afraid to do just about anything. Simple things like talking to a superior can scare the hell out of them and they just shrink back into their shells.

Phew that's a good load off my chest =D tonight, i shall sleep late cos this afternoon i tido sampe i missed my evening class =.=

Pathetic holidays =.=

I'm stuck! in college T.T OMG..it's a one week holiday and for the first time in 3 years, i'm stuck in college and didn't go home. Not that i couldn't. Just that i don't wanna waste my bro's money to send me home for a week. You know how much those things you call tickets costs? I spend like, half of it just staying here =.= And it's not like i don't wanna go out and have fun. I did. Couple of days ago. =.=
Last friday i went to Klang. Sunday we went to the mines to have dinner cos the person delivering wasn't delivering on that day =.= Monday evening we went to pasar malam and tuesday we went to Klang. Yes again =.= I can't get enough of the bak kut teh there damn it! >.< My coursemate brought us to this bak kut teh noodle place. Yummy ^^ Then we watched Tsunami. I cried :'( after a long time not crying in cinemas T.T it was so sad ba..the cute guy i liked died in the end and the ugly main character got to live. WTF =.= And then we went to have some fried stuff things and porridge for dinner before we went back. It sucks how time always flies when you're having fun =.=
Last friday me and my friend went crazy and went to like 8 shopping places in one day =.= we started off at chee cheong gai and ended up in midvalley =D It was a freaking tiring day. We practically wobbled our way back to college. FYI there aren't any buses around so we had to walk back from the campus area =.=
Being stuck in my room these few days, i forced myself on my assignments. So far i manage to finish around 3. I have like, another 4 to go >_> Literature exam next week and i haven't studied T.T And my class forum is taking time from me every week. Often i even forget about the forum.
The food courts around here aren't open so we're stuck with vegetarian rice delivered to us every evening. Not that i'm complaining. I'm thankful the woman is willing to deliver even if there's only few of us T.T but sometimes i kinda wish i have the option to eat something else =.=
The weather hasn't been very cooperative. So freaking hot! T.T I was happy this afternoon cos i saw some dark clouds hovering around but then the wind came and blew it all away. Cilakak =.=
I kinda miss home T.T I miss mom and dad T.T One and a half months to go before i can actually go back and put up my feet and care about nothing except which songs to download next or which suju show i'm gonna watch next =D

Back to assignments =.=

Midvalley day! =D

Today we had class from 9am to 11am and then we have a long break before having a class from 4pm to 5pm. So this morning, i was all set, bringing my laptop along with me so i can spend that 5 hour break working on my assignment at the library. Then after class at 11, momo asked me

"Hey, what're you doing after class?"

"Nothing..my next class is at4..the same as you"

"You wanna go out to lunch?"

"Sure...where?"

"Anywhere.."

So after class i dragged another 3 coursemates along with me and all 6 of us went out with Momo's car to lunch. So like, when we reached this tom yam noodle place, it was closed. Apparently, it'll be moving elsewhere in November. So we're bummed, not doing what to do. So Momo was like asking,

"Now where do we go?"

"Don't know...what's your suggestion?"

"You guys' class are at 4 right?"

"Yeah?Why?"

"Let's go to midvalley!"

"O.o " (all 5 of us girls)

And so we went off. It's so WTF really(though not as WTF as Sheela's case la xD), going to Midvalley on a wednesday afternoon. I duno, in the uni student context it just sounds wrong xD

We went to have lunch at La Manila. Disturbed the over-priced pets in Pets Wonderlanf.Then we went to buy doughnuts from Krispy Kreme. Ok la. Not as bad as what 'ive heard of it.

Then Hae Mey was saying she wanted to get some ice-cream. So we went to The Gardens's Gelatissimo (or however you spell it =.=). We created a racket at the counter, making the guy scoop samples of practically all the flavours for us.



In the end, i ended up sharing a cone with Siew Ling. It was humongous, the ice-cream O.O Then we went to buy some things and walked around a bit. I forgot how much i miss Midvalley =.=



Then we went to class and these 2 snoozed off while i find myself, having slept too much the previous night,not being able to feel sleepy when i want to. She's so freaking boring, the lecturer! T.T



I talked to Mark who's in Aussie last night. He said he's doing fine and he's got Malaysian food cos he's living with his aunt. And suddenly i can't help but wonder what is Sheela doing for food over there nowadays xD

Omg like, after i went to sing k last friday, i got addicted to a few chinese songs xD i've been listening to the over and over again xD

Haven been in touch with the set kosong people lately, except for Tiing who shared her new job's misadventures every now and then xD

I miss you Incompatibles T.T

Last night i had a nostalgic moment after seeing an old vid by News. I'm suddenly Nishikido-ing again xD for a while xD sempat also while i belajar management halfway xD

Oh yeah...another WTF thing to share. I spent like 2 days working on my presentation for next monday only to find out that I went the wrong way with it and had to restructure the whole frame with my partner T.T i felt guilty of cancelling on Calvin T.T It's the 2nd time this week. We actually had a minum appointment after class but i had to cancel the last minute of the assignment =.=

Wish me luck for next week T.T Presentations + Tests + Quiz = Yen's death? =.=

2 weeks to raya holiday!Woot! xD

Has one foot on the doorstep of 7th mile hospital T.T

Ok this is just going to be a quick one... Sorry i haven't been updating lately. Too many things on my hands T.T on the monday after the next, the 14th, i have a test, a presentation and a french communication skills speaking test T.T all on the same day!Like...OMG! T.T I feel like 24 hours ain't enough for me T.T

Ok...tomorrow,i shall go for golf till noon and then come back and study..yes i will >(

Nothing much had happened in the past weeks. Was on a jap drama marathon for 2 days. Watched Zettai Kareshi. Moko is hot @.@ But ah Tiing said he is not proportionate T.T Mana ada.... T.T

Went to Seremban with a coursemate to stay at another coursemate's for a night. Ate the famous Seremban Siew Pao and went for steamboat ^^ After that went to Port Dickson and snap some pics (sunburning myself while i'm at it >_>)

Then this afternoon, went to sing k with 2 coursemates and a junior and screamed my lungs out. Basically letting out the stored tension that i've had for weeks and emptying my stress fault for the upcoming few weeks... A hell lot is going in there =.=

As for the weekdays, it's the dull everyday life... Going to class,onlining,scratching my head over my assignments and presentations =.= And one of my lecturers is making the whole class join this french slideshow competiton. You're supposed to choose a subject and compare it between Malaysia and France. The price? Some amount of cash and presenting your slideshow in front of people at the Alliance Francaise...What kind of prize is that? =.=

Yea i complain a lot nowadays but yea what to do... My stress and confusion are practically overflowing =.=

And oh yeah, these few days i had like this fungi thing growing on my right neck =.= It was gross. But i've recovered  now =D

Ok off to bed!Golf tomorrow T.T So much for "a quick one" =.=

Sunday

I finally can have a relaxing sunday for myself. I can't even recall when was the last time i had a relaxing sunday. The last few sundays had been packed with stress to study and this stupid uni programme finishing school for final year students. I still have a test to study for tomorrow. Didactique du Francais Langue Entrangere. But it's not one of those super thick books like management. Just some slides. Hope I will do fine =/

As expected, nothing much had happened to me recently. Cos i didn't go out these few weeks, being the geek i am apparently becoming =.= Although i did went to watch G.I Joe with my friend last friday =D It was a pretty cool movie, despite my slight dislike of these computerized films. At least the did the computerizing tastefully. There was this one movie. I saw the trailer but i forgot what was it called. It's supposed to be something about the end of the world and crap. And then we had claypot chicken rice ^^ Yum!

Had golf yesterday, after skipping for 2 weeks. And i'm starting to make some friends, which for me is a pretty good progress =D I have a few jap movies in here that i have yet to watch >_> sik ada mood wanna watch when it is chinese subs and i can't find the soft subs anywhere =.= And that haven't include the jap dramas ah luan is gonna pass to me when i meet her. I'm practically flooded with entertainment, but i'm not able to entertain myself with them >_> wtf

Next week is national day =D I'm not exactly patriotic but i just like the idea of a holiday on monday cos on mondays, i have class marathon. 8 hours non stop T.T and i get to go pasar malam ^^

Half dead

Seriously, nowadays i'm studying like...half dead..and it's not even the finals yet. It 's only the first test and i'm already working my ass off T.T what pushed me to work so hard i don't know. There's some sort of drive that kept pushing me. I don't think i've ever worked this hard for my academics before. And just recently, i discovered a weakness i didn't want to know i have. I study REALLY slow compared to other people. Duno if it's the speed of reading or they memorize better cos they have better memory. Sigh

I finished 4 tests last week. I have another on friday and next tuesday. Memorizing 200+ pages worth of stuff in 2 days sounds like a work for God cos it's definitely crazy for me. Just this morning i finished my presentation. Crappy presentation. The teacher is seriously nuts. She made us do presentation in class simply for one reason. Active Learning (or whatever shit it was). Like, we didn't answer her questions when being asked in class and stuff, so she said we weren't active and the presentation is like, to make us speak. WTF!

Moving on to the weather, which i think is seriously out of its mind. It's not just hot, it's the hot that'll make you feel like you're in an oven even though you have an umbrella above you. The heat is nuts. I'm convinced that i'll turn into a prune if i go around without an umbrella for about 3 days.

Other than that, live had been so and so recently. I feel like i have no live. Having to stay in and study for the last 3 weeks, the furthest i went was the the shop where the aunty sells economy rice, which was like,what, a bus ride away?

Ok am burying my nose back in my book again... Damn i've a craving for Big Apple's >_>